thats the way

2008-12-09T22:24:00.000-08:00

hisashiburi desu, ne?

well well. ive been a lazybum lately.
its been a while since ive updated or viewed my blog.

i have always been going crazy over animes (japanese cartoons).kya !
so during this holidays i spent my time by watching animes.
some of those i have watched several times before.
but because it's so enjoyable that i am able to watch it again and again
and never gonna be tired of it.

these three characters are my eternal heroes :D
echizen ryoma from Prince of tennis. (suteki !)
Kenshin Himura from Samurai X which is my first anime i watched.(kakkoi!)
Gaara of the desert from Naruto/shippuuden.(sugoi!)

no matter how many times ive watched it, i still cant get tired of it.
each animes are wondorously long, more than a hundred episodes.
futhermore, they have several movies and ovas.

both episodes of prince of tennis and samurai x have been completed.
only naruto shippuuden is still ongoing.
being an old anime , samurai x has complete both the episodes and ova s.
whereas in prince of tennis, the ova is still ongoing

tamahome from fushigi yuugi.

zero and kaname are from vampire knight.

and touya is from ayashi no ceres.

both episodes of fushigi yuugi and ayashi no ceres are less than fifty.

while vampire knight episodes are still ongoing.

so yeah.

thats what ive been doing this holiday.

my life is a total bore.

doing the same things over and over every single day.

how i wish im one of the characters in an anime.

i need adventure and thrill in life.!

doing some dangerous thing, you know !

like maybe....

im the heroine ,saving the world from this group of evil guys.

using guns and other devices.

each passing day, no one noes wat's gonna happen.

along the way , being saved by a hunk.

which atlast after saving the world..

they fell in love and live happily.

or maybe..

im a tennis player in a club.

which then becomes a regular there.

there will be tournaments, small and big ones.

everyday , there will be practices.

waiting for the tournament days to come.

sighs.

then my life wont be boring anymore.

atleast i have things to do.

rather than sitting at home , sleeping.

i want an adventure!!!!

i wish i wish i wish.

i want i want i want.

but u dnt always get wat u most wanted right?

sighs.

if wishes were horses..

-there seems nothing to write about my everyday lives .

all i seems to do is sitting in front of my computer, watching animes.

depressing, isnt it?

ive even become unsociable, withdrawn from society.

off my handphone and other things.

haha.

ugh!

i need an adventure, a thrill, taking risk .

if this goes on.

i will died of boredoom.

LOLS.

-mada mada dane:D

2008-11-17T02:43:00.000-08:00

14.11.08
abg yan nikah with kak mala :D
haha..

15.11.08
place: eunos cc.

the wedding day ( laki side)

wow.
the settingvery pretty .
haha.
red everywhere 0.o

its a moroco theme. haha.
the ffod quite nice actually.
i really like the udang balck pepper . woohoo..
and the desserts. yuuums .

16.11.08

place: eunos cc.
the wedding again ( girl's side)

the settings on this day is pink and cream colored.
(a victorian english theme)
sweet (:

well.
congratulation to both of you.
have a happy life yaw !
:D

17.11.08

went out with sea and mira n and najihah..
haha.
today .
out of ideas wat we're going to do.(:
hahahaha.

blahblahblah.

k done.

with maya.

flowers.

some cousins.

the guest book:D

2008-10-27T03:35:00.000-07:00

currently tired of blogging.
since there's nothing to be said.

just finished my exams today.
other secondary students enjoying their holidays and we're still have a week or two before school close.haha.

for the first time in history of me taking an exam paper,
i didnt completed it.
well, not on purpose tau.
so , 6 marks POFF just like that.
im super fed up sey.
and thats not included other wrong answers.
boohoo.

and we still have the english project to do.
haiya.

on last sunday.
went to lina open house.
(:
the at. *jahat* .
gigit me.
haha.

blahblahblah.

on sunday nite.
it was the HMS family reunion .
sempena menyambut hari raya gituw.
so around 300 HMS family came.
and it was so LOUD.
hahaa..

it was 11.30 pm by the time i reached home.
and it was 1.30 am when i atlast went to bed.

you know.
i have lots of friends to spend time with.
to joke around.
and i noe there are those
who care and trust me.
those that I care and trust them.
that will help me when im in need.

BUT.
somehow.
sometimes.
i feel quite alone.
and i dont know the reasons why.

its not as if they ignore or neglect me.
they appreatiate lagy ade?
but why eh?

It's just me.
not their doings.

gotta fill this emptiness sumhow.

im currently happy and satisfied but
again,there's this emptiness that needs to be fill.
haha.
ok im crapping.

and im honestly to god am afraid of my o levels next year.
and my final year exams results.

im not sure if i can mantain my spot as the top 5.
lets just hope for the best .
:D

if and when im in need, will you/they/whoever be there for me?

2008-10-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

ok.
been awhile since ive update.
oh well.
first anf formst.
Happy hari raya everyone !
(:
lols..

oh and.
a good luck and do ur best to those who are taking their o this year.

ryte now,
it;sexam week.
so hafta study tautautau..
haha!

im waiting for NARUTO SHIPPUUDEN 81.
when the hell is it coming out?!
bleagh,

i miss samurai x.
gonna watch it agaen agaen and agaen..
nyahahaa..

ok bebeh.
im out..

currently no idea wat to tok about.
haha.

p.s: i wanna be in this state forever can.?
no worries, no problems.
f great, i tell you.
wohoo !

2008-09-08T03:50:00.001-07:00

oh joy,
oh rapture;

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargggggggggggggggh~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can i scream?

dammn, i wannt to scream as LOUD as i can. can.?

was tired of computer for a while.

throughout the days,

all i did was reading books!
wohoooooooooo. best!(:

seriusly,

im getting lazier!

i ddi my maths homework just aftr my sohor on Monday.

i prepared my nahu test the day before( and all i did was readin it!)

i memorized my tajwid on the day itself.

and i havent even started reading my IRK !
and the exam(prelim) is on this saturday.

i think im gonaaaaaa fail.

just hope not.. if i do fail, its gonna be my first failure . pfft.

MONDAY.

school as usual.

2 tests.

a homework.

right aftr school, went training ganda ngn fiona(:

cute tau dier. ;D

well partner,lets do our best.

see you soon darl(:

so then.

upon reaching at the bustop, not faraway.

saw fiona and sean.

nk gy barber lah,sean nk gunting rambut lah!
haha.

kecian rambut die. lols.

his head loook so SMALL inside the cloth thingy.

kechik eh kau(:

so then,

train.

went home.

and online.

radhiah: just think about it ok?

watever decision u make,

im sure all of us stand by ur side.(:

be happy aftr all those sufferings,

u deserve it!

so there.

im pissed at myself and i don even noe why !

2008-09-04T10:56:00.000-07:00

oh joy,
oh rapture;

ohhhhhhh.
i have an absolutely amazing and surprising day today,04.09 (:

gals,
the SURPRISE was surprise indeed(:
i didnt felt it coming. walau !!
okok..

well, lets start frm the beginning.
was having a bad mood kind of day.
relaxing at home and reading books all day lonng..
mcm nk bueh, tnk pegi buke ngn dorang.
but atlast, i went.
gladly.

break-fast at mejid Sultan.
mira and Naj were late.
hohoo..

after maghrib prayers, without me noticing,
deeyah and lina secretly went away.
at that time, dont know where..
Naj, Mira and seda's jobs were to distract me?
-__-" bleargh!

so thenn..

we all went to esplanade.
ok, best.
malam2 jalan2 bual2.

wats not to like?
romantic oi.;p

oh and there were lots of times we have to :
go BLIND everybody..
*chuckles*

was sitting at esplanade's roof terrace when suddenly deeyah and lina appeared.
truly, i thought they have went home or watever.
then .:
HAppy birthday!!
andand.
while singing, there was this bunch of chinese group there.
and they joined it too.
like waah! haha. thanks too.?=D

so then i noticed this box deeyah was carrying.
and.
it was donuts,ok many many donuts.
the ones that i wanted for quite some time.
wohoo! apelagy,radak uh;p

no wonder amirah tk kasi aku ke sane. haha.

we talked, eat, took pictures.
and laughed !
a lot !!
tersedak due kali oi!

at 9.30pm, seda,mira and naj went home.
meanwhile, the other three remained.
me,lina and deeyah..
tooooook a loooooooooot of pictures!
haha.
fun giler lah! 10. pm. went home.

suddenly, ade org panggil name lah!
then realised : dian! hoho..
lame tk nmpk dier=D

reached home at 11.00 pm.
parents left the door open but the gate locked.
their rooms open and i saw them sleeping.
since didnt bought my keys.
i knocked at the door countless of times.
called them like so many times i cant remember.
when thinkin that there's no hope of either of them to awake,
i sat down outside the door and read a book,BLACK ORDER by James Rollins(:
a few seconds passed, then alas !
my fother opened the door.!
wohoooooo! haappyness.;D

30 minutes outside the door,really! hoho.

the outing and night with
Lina Deeyah Seda AmiraN Seda was truly a memorable one.
thanks girls.
truly, it was one of the amazing day.
let's do it again ok?
maybe during Maira,mira,deeyah,syu bday ..=D
or anyday at all..
dada darlings.
;D ilyall.
funfunfun;

pictures later!

15.09.08.

kak maryna bday(;
she's a vrgorean and a RED lover, wohoo!
happy birthday to you.
lets hope ur wishes come true..
happy happy selalu;D

p.s: ok, DIA wished at 10 am on 03.09. hoho.;D

2008-09-02T10:17:00.000-07:00

oh joy,

oh rapture.

its 03.09.

mind telling me, wats so special today?;p

more on IT later.

let's REWIIIIIIIIIIND...
back to Saturday.

RYCRYCRYC.
ok, everyone came late..
dapat t shirt.
blahblah.
okluh,fun jugek..

immediately rushed to nenek's house.
my cousin, kak nana nikah on this day.
i like her dress ok.
pastel colour and well, sweet.(:
oh, and very the pretty.

sunday.
le's see wat happen.......-__-"
ok. none !!! haha.

bleargh.

Monday.
ohh ohh ohh ..
went with Lina,Radhiah,Aizzah and Wardah to The Cathy.
kami tonton drama: HANA YORI DANGO.
just so you noe,its a japanese drama;D
andddd..
super duper best !
hilarious and well. BEST !
haha..
mcm nk tgk lagy pulak.XD

TUESDAY.
Malay class.
8.00-9.30 am.
yeahyeah.
i came late at 9. 0.0
well, i thought it started at 9.
heh. okok,so belo of me.
but it ends at 10. so one hour, ok wat.!
borrowed books from the NLB.
and straight returned home.

and so on so forth.
let just say.
it was a busy day.(:

WEDNESDAY
allright peeeps.
the day has come..
bwahaha..

03.09..
well, u might ask , wat so speacial about this date?
well, HELLO!
it's my birthday,you dupe.
=D
lupe kn.? tawwuu..
;p haha.

so .
Happy birthday to ME.
nk happyhappy selalu boley?
(:
so there..

a very very big thanks to those who wished me..(:
and well, if u wanna noe,
kak maryna, she's the first wisher *advance wish as she says it*(:
thanks a bunch again..
to those who did not, still.
who cares?=D

maybe dats y im in a good mood today;D

2008-09-02T10:10:00.002-07:00

some pichas only. haha.
u noe, the computer 's getting borinng..
=D

2008-08-29T08:43:00.000-07:00

i fell into your spell.

this is my tale to tell.

and finally....
aftr so many days , or months,.
ive updated my another blog.
lols.

okok.

the teachers' day celebration was a success!
whooopeeeeedoo !
dikir barat was ok.
though lots of errors.
but hey, who am i to judge.
i dont now anything bout it.
but all in all its ok(:
they did their best.
and that's what matter most.

the pre u 2 performance.
was soo damn touchin.
nurul's bro make it soooooooooooo touchinggggggggggg.
oh,i like it . Alot.

then ,the primary performance.
it was cute.
=D

the nasyid, that's good too..

most importantly, our kompang tak sumbang.
so , lega hatiku ini. haha.

nk maen lagy bole.? pretty please?
hehe.

went home. changed clothes.
and met byda n naj at tamp.
makanmakan. talktalk.
then home again.

read book.
im back to reading books seyh.wohho!
picture later.

on friday.
ok, i have to drag myself up to go to school.
dang,im getting lazier and lazier by the minute.
at last, played netball aftr such long time never played.

went to tamp lybry.
borrowed lots of books.
met up with cousins.
then talk2.
went home.

wat a long day.
and tomorrow.
its the RYC launcing.
will be going there with deeyah,seda,naj,mira,byda.
them met up with shira wiyah and others at eenah house.

tomorrow,will be a blast.
and 6 more days.(:

oh joy,oh rapture;

2008-08-27T07:53:00.000-07:00

i fell into your spell.

this is my tale to tell.

ok.
aru jer bt multiply.LOL.
dont noe y.haa.
oh well.http://nashiedee.multiply.com/.
do visit it if u want to.

well well well..
today 'Dendam Nyi Palet 3' tk maen.
they say it will be played on sensasi at 8 oct. lame nyer !
ok nemind.

im missing my silat peeps.lol.
the instructors, the students.
basically, im missing silat.
we wont have any trainings during the ramadan week and 2 weeks hari raya.
so so, sabar lah yer.
haha.

okok den.
currently chatting with.. hmm..
ok 7 people.
kak shika, tasha, shira,wiyah,ain, kak dyla. haa.
ok, im bored.

so, tomoorow our tdc.
hope for the best.
we've trained hard.
so well, lets just hope it will turn out ok.
haha.

oh.
masking tape save my life today.
the jido pnye stick pnye balut terbuka.
dah seramdah seram.
thenthen comes..........
masking tape to the rescue.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so tk imptnt seyh-__-"

ok done.
haa.

pp8 loe. sob.
im missing teeeeeeeet.like real.^.<

2008-08-24T06:13:00.000-07:00

i fell into your spell.

this is my tale to tell.

friday.
tarikh test.
shockingly,its quite easy.
lols.
then the maths test.
ok, luh but still not that sure..

happy part :
perform kompang during teacher's day.
best kape?=D
skipped insya faslul idafi to train the kompang.

munazorah all over again!
yeahyeah.... team up with wani and others.
11 persons in a grp.
versus with achap's grp.

wish us luck.

saturday.

pagipagi lagy dah kene bangun.

a talk at Temasek JC.
went there and the talk was on medicine.
so yeah, i was very looking forward to it as my dream is related to it.
physio therapist(;
the foooood ! ok, awesome giler.
delifrance.
tapautapau,makan kt rumah. haha.

immediately went to peninsular alone, bought a shirt there.
heck care bout the rain.
rushed home and went to sleep.

onlineonlline till 3.30 am. read a book.
and was asleep at 5.

mira msged me.
saying: partner ganda ngn die nk.?
i was like LOL.
ive never done seni in my whole life and she wants me to be her parttner.
well, i'll try but i dont know.
mira, r u sure.?
yeah,they will teach us but still...
i dont noe squat bout it.
well, i can learn i guess.
we'll see.
haha.

sunday.
practically did nothing.
well, nothing interesting.
sleep like a log.
was up by 1130.
then slept again till 4 pm.
read books thruout the day.

nasyirah.

2008-08-22T07:24:00.000-07:00

EXPO'08:

QIYAM '08:

Airport:

2008-08-22T07:14:00.000-07:00

to shira:
saya dah post.
awak bahagia dah.?
(:
jumpe kamu next tyme ok ;D

10.08.08
the day when my autie,uncle and two nieces reurned to their home in Dubai.
took lots and lots of pictures with them.
gosh, im missing them badly allready.
they're my only nieces from my mother's side.
Ahmad Sufi andika and Ahmad Sufian, age 3 and 4 months old respectively.
kawaiii (:!

waiting for their next return to singapore, or maybe, im going to Dubai? gereknyer(:! haha.

okeh.
next.

Bazaar at expo.
Decided to have a look.
So, directly after my qiyam and a maths class. went and met her.
From bugis to Yishun to Tampines then finally, expo.
kecooh.haa..
okok, quite fun.
i mean lau ngn kawan apape fun kn.?=D
so stayed there till 9?
took a cab and went home to yishun.
haa.

excited btol dpt meet shira(:

absent on tuesday.
haha. was feeling kinda sick.
ok, actually not that very sick.
cos maybe i didnt sleep the day bfore and thus my head was spinning like hell.
on monday, took my father frm the airport at 12 am(:
haha.
blahblahblah..

ouh, dapat main kompang during teacher's day. kene perform atas stage.
ok, nasyirah sungguh happy(:

p.s: currently, im not in the mood.
Next post: pictures(: enjoy.
lalalalala.

2008-08-10T06:33:00.000-07:00

thursday.

half day on thursday.
went home, changed clothes and off i went to...............
Raihanah's house.
her parents went to jb ,so me rai and ky were alone(:
our purpose was studying tafsir.
well, we did study but most of the time, we did not.
typical.

haa.
at 6 pm sharp, went to pasar malam.
and really, it was raining heavily.
so heavy that even wearing umbrellas we're still wet.
reach her house at 7.2o pm.
eat eat eat then went home.

friday.
yahoo !
no test.i repeat no test!
papa mario posponed the test..
doa kami dimakbul. amiin!syukur.

saturday.
met radhiah,najihah and amira nabila at ct hall, 6.00 pm.
khailok ikut naj. lols!
itu laki bnyk pnye susa kn org.
watever.

initially, we planned to watch the 'firework' at marina sq.
but then. too many people.jammed oi.
Went to Masjid maulana for our prayers.

and .................................
we saw'amirah's ehem'
suke eh kau!

so so so.
at last,watched somewhere at esplanade. haha.
then, went starbucks ,mc D at bugis.
eateateat.
najihah feeling down..
so, off she wen home.
lok:
tkmu buat prangai uh.
die bt tkleh be kau bt leh.-_-"
da lah maen2 kn org bnyk kali.
berubah perangai kau yg satu tu je lah.
itu je ktrg mintak.
hmm..
dah tu sesuke aty nk tolak2 org.
lagypun,krg blm mataer ape. sighs.

well, we bumped into kak syiqah with her bf*grinsgrins*
sukesuke.hoho.

i met ina and shira at bugis.
then we went to Kallang.
ok. sumthing happened.
lols..
i so not gonna tell.=X

took a cab with shira since she live in tampines too.
blahblahblah.
reached home at 11.30.

thenthenthen.
DURIANS(: yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy.
-the end-

ok,so currently addicted to Little Einstein's theme song. lols.

We're going on a trip in our favorite rocket ship,
Zooming through the sky... Little Einsteins
Climb aboard, get ready to explore
There's so much to find, Little Einsteins.
We're going on a mission, start the countdown 5, 4, 3,2,1
Everyone to rocket, rev it up now RRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
We're going on a trip in our favorite rocket ship
Zooming through the sky, Little Einsteins
climb aboard, get ready to explore
There's so much to find, Little Einsteins
come On - Let's Go - Little Einsteins
We need you, Little Einsteins

2008-08-04T02:35:00.000-07:00

linalinalina..
aku syg kau.
hahaa.

don wory oke..(:
isbir, ya zamilati(:
and insyaallah everything will be going on smoothly.
have faith in that oke..

any moment.
everything can change.............
agree?(:

im afraid to go through this phase again.
to be hurt again,precisely.
hmmm.

oh well. we'll just have to wait and see(:

one more thing,
wohooo..
i hav a handphone and a number!
=D

euphoric(:
*grinsgrins*

2008-07-31T04:29:00.000-07:00

I LOST MY HANDPHONE !
lost my handphone.
my handphone.
handphone.

sad sad sad sad sad.
but , what to do?
so careless of me.
stupiid.

i cant msg people, i cant listen to songs .
frankly, i miss my handphone.

on tuesday, ustazah hannah berceramah.
she was disappointed at our actions.
eating in class, using hps in class, high level of noise etc.
a really good talk by her.
i kind of wake up.
i dont eat in class.
i dont stay in class during recess.
i dont use hps during lesson(i lost my hp btw).

well, wenever i wanna do one of these things,
i remembered what she said.
and i just didnt do it.
so yeah, thankyou ustazah.

she was saying on and on about amanah.
all this time, i didnt realise that those things were amanahs.
and as a muslim, we cant be khianat.

let just say, i was terase by her speech(:

again,thanks a lot.
wohoo.

currently, im eating waffles, fresh from the oven.
mm. yum.!

p.s: i miss my zephyrs.

2008-07-28T03:33:00.000-07:00

ROCK IT ! was totally rocking (:
Fantastic (:
we tried and learn new games, we made lots of new frens.
we learn new things every single second.
and most importantly, we had a fabulous time!

I WANT MORE(:
=D

These guys totally rock, had a wonderful times wih them.
Dini,Kok siang,Ridzuan,Shafiran,Fairuzi,Farid and Hambali.
Nina, Nasyirah, Norsiah and Lina.

burger dan pie(:

terrorist on tha house!

archery;

RED RED RED !(:

rock on baby(:!

rockers.?lols;

she's so pretty. jambu giler oit and sporting giler(:

there she is again with her peaces=D

Izzy on the move(: caught you !

"Let's play"lina says.

ROCK IT with us(:

red teams say hell yeah(:

our facilitators for two days(:

burger out,LOLS.

2008-07-23T10:08:00.000-07:00

i just received a bad news.
the mother of all bad news.
someone i really love, really care is no longer here with me in this world.

.وَالَّذِينَ جَاؤُوا مِن بَعْدِهِمْ يَقُولُونَ رَبَّنَا اغْفِرْ لَنَا وَلِإِخْوَانِنَا الَّذِينَ سَبَقُونَا بِالْإِيمَانِ [(10) سورة الحشر]

ويقول النبي - صلى الله عليه وسلم -: (إذا مات ابن آدم انقطع عمله إلى من ثلاث صدقة جارية أو علم ينتفع به أو ولد (صالح يدعو له

يا الله

اللهم اغفر لها وارحمها، وعافها ،واعف عنها ،وأكرم نُزُلها ، ووسع مُدخلهُا ، واغسلها بالماء والثلج والبرد ، ونقها من"

الخطايا كما ينقى الثوب الأبيض من الدنس ، وأبدلها داراً خيراً من دارها ، وأهلاً خيراً من أهلها وزوجاً خيراً من زوجها

"وأدخلها الجنة ،وأعذها من عذاب القبر و من عذاب النار

اللهم اغفر لحينا وميتنا ، وشاهدنا وغائبنا ، وصغيرنا وكبيرنا ، وذكرنا وأُنثانا ، اللهم من أحييتها منا فأحيها على الإسلام"

"ومن توفيتها منا فتوفها على الإيمان ، اللهم لا تحرمنا أجرها ولا تضلنا بعدها

اللهم إن فلانة بن فلانة في ذمتك،وحبل جوارك،فقه من فتنة القبر وعذاب النار،وأنت أهل الوفاء والحق .فاغفر"

"وارحمهُا إنك أنت الغفور الرحيم

اللهم عبدك وابن عبدك وابن أمتك احتاج إلى رحمتك ،وأنت غني عن عذابها،إن كان مُحسناً فزده في حسناته، وإن كان"

"مُسيئا فتجاوز عنه

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2008-07-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

I miss eating durians.
Hoping father will buy.
Although, we just ate durians on last Sunday.
But still.. Can I have more?
(:

Talking about foods, I just ate dragon fruit.
Sedaap tau.
And currently, am eating Choki Choki.
Lagy sedaaap.

Well, today.
Chewy Junior at bugis .
One strawberry cheese and one chocolate (: yuuummm.

Enough about food..
Najihah , amirah and I went to marina sq.
We really want to buy that shoe.
But but but.
The shop was closed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was CLOSED at 4 in the evening in Marina sq
where all the other shops were open and only that
particular shop that we want to go to was closed .
Like………. HUH .???!!

Im so ill-fated today.
During English lesson, I forgot to do homework.
Of course, along with some other classmates.
More than half pupils didn’t do their homeworks.
In fact, not even 7 people had done it.

And, because I was having an unlucky day, I was called to read the composition.
no composition, no words to read.
Therefore, those who during that lesson was being called and didn’t
did their homework will have to stand in the courtyard under the sun
during recess time on Friday.
Wohoooooo.
Gerek kapa !!
First time oi kene punish sebegitu.

Then, quran.
Haiyoo.
Sat on the floor in front of the class.
Hahah!
Floor kan carpet;

There are two things which is lucky today.
Our hadith acting went on smoothly.
Dapat A (:
Then, my fiqh test, hehe, I like.!.
Alhamdulillah;!

So blahblahblah.

Attention!
More tests are coming to town..
Wohoo.(:

To a friend:
HOPE FOR THE BEST BUT PREPARE FOR THE WORSE;
You have to force yourself to face this problem.
Be sure that everything happens for a reson.
Ade hikmah disebaliknya.
Think positive dear.
Think it lots and lots of times.eventually, the mind will begin to accept.
And once the mind and the brain accept it , surely you can and will overcome it(:
For now, live per normal, hoping that things will change for the better.
If suddenly, bad things happen , try not to harapkn dier.

Again, hope for the best but prepare for the worst.
Im sure , very sure you can solve this.
If I believe that you can do it, then you can do it.
Not only me, but im positive your other frens believe in you too.(:
Remember, your friends will always be beside you.

Love,
Nasyirah.

anyone, be my hero?(:

2008-07-21T01:49:00.000-07:00

this saturaday nad sunday, we have a motivational camp at ite simei.
It is going to be so much fun, i hope(:

something fcuking happened today;
there is this miang girl, she was so miang and so gatal that
she stole a guy who was alrady attached with
a girl for more than 2 years. hell, ii know.
they just recently broke up and their reason was her.
but of course it was not all her fault but mostly it was hers.
if she didnt started it, it wouldnt have happened.
she was a good girl once, but i don know
wat the heck happened to her this year.

i am freaking madddddddddddd.
and hope she will read this.
a message to her.
(:

MUKE DECENT,PERANGAI NONSENCE!
oi prempuan miang.
sedar uh sikit sia.
die dah de mataer , sudah uh.
tkya nak gatal2..
kan. drg dah break. happppyy..??
kau tkder rase bersalah ker.?
dorng da 2 tahun lebih tauuu mataer.
stakat pasal kau drg break !
kau baru jer kenal laki tuh.
tak sampai sebulan pun.
dasar perosak.
yelar, mmng uh kau single, abeh ape.?
nk gatal2 nak mingle2 dgn mataer org?

tawu luh drg blm kahwin ke tunang ke ape..
tap lau kau tak gatal2 tk miang2 , tk jadi pape lah bodo.

nak gatal gatal uh.
gatal kat laki tkder mataer..
tkmu nk rampas jer org pnyer.

ape.?
kau suke laki tu stakat die hensem kn.?
abeh laki tu pulak suke kau sbb kau lawa kan.?
ahh.
bagus uh tuu,,
da suke sama suka.
apa lagyy.
pergi mataer.
sial.

aku rase kan, laki tuh maseh syg dok kt mataer die.
wake up uh girl.
dah due tahun lebih drg same2.
lau die sukekn kau pun, susah nk lupekan kenangan ngn mataer die.

kau pikir klakar kapa buat gini...
kau dah dilabel lahh.
confirm punya ..
siap uh bsok,. bkn klas ktrg jer oi. kals laen pun.
tengok uh naseb kau besok.

bitch sia perangai.
last year, kau tkder mcm gini sngt pun.
kau kawan ngn org baik.
this year, kau pergy kawan ngn dektu apahal.
abeh kau buang uh kawan lama kau yg baik tuuh.
ape punyer perangai;

org boleh ckp: "drg dah suke sama suke, bia lah."
oi, kalau kau tk gatal2 ,tk kelip2 mata kau kat dier,
die tak terpikat laah pantat.
dia dahde mataer lawa , baik ,penyabar buat pe nak carik yg laen.

kau nak mataer ngn sesape nk gatal2 , ku tk kesa sia.
asal kn perangai jangan mcm gini sua. bitch.

i dont give a fcuking care wat u did or wat u do.
just dont fcuking mess around with my friends.

sorry uh girl, lau bobal gini macam.
darah dah up.

oi korang.
apa mahu takkuuuuuut.??? REMBAAAAAAAAAAT !

-to be continued-
hopefully, in a more cheerier tone(:

im awfully enraged todaaaaay;

2008-07-20T02:34:00.001-07:00

Friday, a holiday for us.
Went out and meet with friends to discuss about the project.
we have to be a Wedding planner, of all things.
you thinkit's easy?
then , do it for us.
pfft.

i got back my test paper for pure bio on friday.
and luckily ,i passed.
well, i didnt study so i was quite happy that i passed.=D haha.

Saturday and Sunday.
all i did was memorizing my nahu and some fiqh and went onlining everytime i have the chance.

rite now, im craving for macaroni and cheese;

i miss playin netball.
can we have another chalet please?(:

i dreamt of him;
kyria dreamt of her him;
well. in this dream.........................................................

-to be continued-
bye!(:

2008-07-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

bdk random ganas says: LOVE is strong yet delicate;

tests oh tests.
i will try my best to achieve the best results that i ever made.
which means : no last minute study.

i have started my revision on nahu but still,it's only half of it.
there are still the other half.
moreover, the fiqh test which i have not even start on it.
then , the quran.
oh.
all need to memorize.
well, that ;s the life of students in madrasah aljunied.

futhermore,the projects.
actually,the projects are quite interesting and i have fun in doing it.
but there are so freaking lots of projects.
and some of it have no link to what we are studying.
ok, im complaining.
nasyirah, just bear with it(:

im trying to be more hardworking ryte now.
leave the lazy attitude.
i watched less tv, talked less on the phone and even less smsing.
but one thing, i cant let go of off the computer.
haha.
my solution: force myself not to use it everyday.

currently craving for air katirah.
anyone.can buy it for me?=D

today, the banner thingy.
painted it with lina, kyria, migoz,seda,nanad,bia n ateeka.
lawa tau!
its on the racial harmony day.(:

lina's birthday coming rite up.
havent even think on wat present to give. =D

specially for HUDA and other debators:

GOOD LUCK !
best wishes from me ;
sorry i cant go to nilai with you guys.
but wherever i am,you have my support ok(:
do your best and take care;

p.s: i miss wiyah,ina,eenah,shira,tyytee ,ZEPHYR and my classmates(:

im tryin really hard to forget about him.
ok, so not really hard.
susah oi nk lupekan!
everysingleday i'll saw him.
maklumlah,same skola lah kan.

wthecks;

help me mend my broken heart<3

2008-07-16T02:02:00.000-07:00

Been quite some time since I last updated.
Well, let’s talk about the HIGH TEA.
Quite luxurious,I must say.
Wah,kayanya skola aku!

In my opinion, the show was quite interesting, okok lah.
The audience was satisfied, so I guess that’s good.=D

There were many performance.
One, which I took part in, is the kompang.
We were told that mrs Nathan will walk slowly

and that we have to play for about five mins.
How right they were!NOT.

Whoever said that, you were exaggerating.
On that day, we played for less than 2 mins !
Tak puas oii !

There were the fashion show,models by us.
The angklongs. The aerobics.
And so much more.
Thank god,alhamdulillah ,everything went on smoothly.
=D

The best part will of course be the food.
The dishes were scrumptious, delicious etc.
The dishes were sent to us.
So there’s no queing up for the food.
Haha.

That’s for the high tea(:

Next stop: drama .

Yeah! Balak da habes.
Thankfully, our drama was a success.
“The message was clear”said teacher.
Phewphewphew(:

Ohhohhooh.
Tests are coming up.
Nahu - this coming Monday.
Fiqh- 24.07.
Tarikh- 22.08.

Wish for the best(:

Next: birthdays!

Nurul huda Diyana aka my lilttle sis;
Happy birthday sister.
Loveloveloveyou(:

Abdul Azim aka my father;
Happy birthday papa(:
Thank you for all the caring and love.
Thnks for every single thing you’ve done for me and the family.

Shit,what the hell happen?
I cant seem to let it go;

p.s: olevel LC sama skolaa lah seyh!sukesuke.(:

2008-07-11T07:15:00.000-07:00

I did not attend the biology class today.
Have permission from daddy to ponteng the class. Gerek(:
It was all for the kompang performance tomorrow.
See how dedicated I am.?

My life is getting duller and duller.
Going through the same routine every single day.
It is getting boring, you know.
Arabic language, which used to be so fun, became an apathetically subject.
Well, maybe due to the substitution of teachers.
And so on so forth.
Nonetheless, there are very interesting things and events happening to me this year.
Things that are new to me, that ive never done it before.
Thank god for that.
All in all, its a normal day, nothing unique happened;
-yaddayaddayadda-
Im restless in mind and in heart;

2008-07-10T08:28:00.000-07:00

To all my friends, girls and boys.

FRIENDSHIP by nasyirah(:

There’s a miracle of friendship that dwells within the heart
And you don’t know how it happens or where it gets its start
But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift
And you realize that friendship is God’s most perfect gift.

As I was sitting in class,I observe my friends
And look forward to the year coming to an end.
It's gonna be sad to say good- bye.
I'll miss everyone.I know I will cry.
I remember the day when I came back
To be with my friends and get on the right track.
We had so many moments;Some bad, most great.
I'll always remember the love and erase the hate.
I don't wanna say good- bye to all my friends.
I don't want this year to come to an end.

As you sit in silence,
Wondering why
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
until your tears run dry.
When you've been hurt,
And can't believe what they've done
If you need someone to talk to
I'll be the one.
If a close friend hurts you,
And you don't understand
Remember I'm here,
I'll lend a helping hand.
Burdens are lighter when carried by two,
And I just want you to know
I'm here for you.

Friendship is the kind of love that never can grow old.
Warm and cozy it will stay when other things are cold.
Friendship is a love so true it won't be denied,
Because a friend will always be there close by your side.
Boyfriends and lovers come and go in this game of life we play,
But a true friend, no matter what,in your heart will always stay.
So hold these friends dear to you,and never let them go.
Think how much they mean to you,and make sure to tell them so.

I would hate to say it,but our friendship just can't last.
The wonderful times we shared together,have faded to the past.
I told you it would happen,that our friendship was bound to end.
Although I know you care,I cannot consider you as a friend.
Please don't try to argue,just try to understand.
That time can change people,as the tide can change the sand.
Our friendship has been lovely,but you see it has an end.
For now I fell in a different way,I've fallen in love with you my friend.

treasure your friends(:

~~♥nasyirah~~

2008-07-08T08:21:00.000-07:00

I’m getting lazier and lazier to update;

Add math class on last Saturday.DONE.
YESCOM and Waktanjong on last Sunday.DONE.
WANTED and meeting yesterday.DONE.
Update blog today. DONE.

cerite wanted GEREK to the core.!(:

Im freaking bored to death rite now.
Tomorrow, youth day celebration after school.
A talk! a talk on youth day.
How boring.
But kene tahan oi.
Well,
Maybe, it wouldn’t be so terrible after all.
However, if it is total lame with a big L.
It will be a very freaking waste of my time.

shira,join silat sama gue yok.
okok?=D

Oh n oh.
Bgr is included in that talk.
Like, oh hell.

p.s: im hungry♥

2008-07-04T07:48:00.000-07:00

I CANT UNDERSTAND GUYS SEY XD
Wad the heck was he thinking?!
Behaving that way sey.
Idiot.
Private matter..

I was chosen to become pra itmaj in the events category.
haiyaa, very troublesome leh.
Meaning, events such as Youth day, national day etc.
Besides me, Radhiah and nadirah was chosen too from our class.
We have to plan something for these events.
The closest now is Youth Day.
Which we have not yet prepared. None.zilch.nil.
The title will be LEMAS.
As in youths have no arah tujuan .
So yeah, it will be very chaotic “kecoh”.

Tomorrow will be my math class. Sighs. Boring.
Sunday, will be going to YESCOM at toa payoh and to M.W.T.A for its funfair.
Monday, will be going out to watch movie, WANTED with hopefully deeyah,saidah, najihah n I don’t know who else. Oi, tkmo BUEH !

The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up.(:
p.s: kompang is fun.

2008-07-02T05:35:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY.
O LEVEL MALAY ORAL!

The o level was held at the hall of BALESTIER HILL sec sch.
It is not simple but it is not hard.
So I guess it’s okok uh..(:
However, I am not certain if I can truly ace it.
(No confidence. Haa.)

Well, there was no time to go for my chemistry class as I finished it at around 4.45pm.
5 minutes before 7pm, I reached home.
Straight away, get ready for my silat class.
Blahblahblah.
Returned home, obviously fatigued.

p.s: I’m in a bad mood today;

WEDNESDAY.
Went for the kompang class after school.
Was trained by those seniors that know how to play it.
It’s a huge opportunity for us to try.
(:

Tomorrow, I’ll be going to the DRC with most of my classmates;
Let’s hope its going to be a pleasurable tour.=p

Saw him just now at tamp mrt . I was stunned,surprised,shocked…..
I did try not to like him. But after quite sometimes, I realized I can’t.
So here’s what I’ll do.
-I’ll just go with the flow.
-Will not expect anything.
-Accepting and forgetting what had happened
-throw away the pains
-spending times with friends.
-busied myself with activities and studies.
-Will carry on as if nothing had happen.
-Lastly, let him go.
Perhaps, with this my feelings for him will go away.(:
Slowly, bit by bit, I’m certain it will go away.
Skg pun dahde kemajuan.?i tink=D

♥hope for the best

2008-06-30T04:29:00.000-07:00

Career workshop
Yesterday my friends and I went for a career talk organized by Jamiyah at Sultan mosque from 9am until 5 pm.

It was sort of like a motivational talk. The first three hours, we were introduced to Mr. Abu where he told us some tips on how to be successful.
Well, here are some of it (those that I happen to write it down)
To be successful is
1) to have FUN in whatever things u do.
2) The P.H.D
Passion.Hunger.Desire.
When you have the PASSION, the HUNGER, the DESIRE, you will do it no matter what happens.
3) the rule: ABCD
A-aim
B-believe in the aim
C-courage in doing it (not afraid to try again and do mistakes)
D-do it;

The second part was on mindset by Mr. Azrin.
What he said: Whatever you think affects what you do. It starts with what you think.
Your thoughts become your words.
Your words become your flesh.
Your flesh becomes your actions.
Your action becomes your character.
Therefore, we must have POSITIVE thinking.
We must have positive images/visualization.
We must have mental toughness and strategies.
-composure,
-concentration,
-confidence and
-coping with challenges.
Also, mentally, tactically (how to effectively get it done),
technically (how u study), and physically.
Besides that, FREEDOM (the ability to make your own choices.)
You have to psych up your mind that “you want to do it” that “it is your choice.”
Because, whatever you put something/set up your mind, it will happen.
Also, Be FOCUS and believe in your ability (:
Most importantly, you must enjoy!

-THE END-

Ahhhh. The next part is the most enjoyable part. Haha.
A special guest came.
The oh so hawt guy. ((:
It’s none other than…….
DR SHEIKH MUZAPHAR (:

Don’t know him?
Well. He’s the ASTRONAUT. The Malaysian astronaut.
Tk kan tak kenal ?-__-“
Well, he is a doctor (wah! Gerek!) Besides wanting to become an astronaut, he too wants to be a pilot. haha.
The reason he came is to let us know his experience being the astronaut. Blahblahblah.
He informed us how he pray, shower, eat, exercise and so on at the ISS .
In addition, he told us on how he was chosen.
And blahblah. Then came the autograph and picture session.
Overall, it was a great day (:

-DONE-
Monday.
haiyyyyyaaa!
First period, da macam ape.
Have to memorize ini lah itu lah.-__-“
Geeez.
I’m quite happy actually,
There’s no Monday blues for me today (thankgod)
After school, have briefing on Kompang thingy for the HIGH TEA.
Yeah, will be performing kompang at the event.
Haha ! We will have to stay back daily for our practice.
=D

O-LEVEL Malay oral tomorrow.
Pray for me, will you?
My Malay sucks man.
Oh well, do my best..

some pichas during the talk and the chalet(:

2008-06-27T07:41:00.000-07:00

Tuesday;
Saidah,Mira,Deeyah,Syu and me.
jalan-jalan at bugis going to the NLB,
spotted these lawa HP strap.
since we hav the SEMANGAT of JIWE, five of us bought it and i bought one for kyria.
me,the RED. Syu and Deeyah,the purples. Saidah,the green. Mira,the black.and Kyria,the blue.(:

Received my chemistry paper during the class..
and as was expected i failed-yelar,tk blaja kn. susah tau!-

Not even a week after sch reopens and booom we already hav projects.
the POSTER, the DRAMA, the POWERPOINT, the IMAM and who the hell noe wads more.
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez.

friday(today)
im in a bad mood today, yelling at everyoone.
my classmate shud noe.
shhesh. strees.
thursday night,did the poster.
then , study for my bio test.
and bcoz of those two things. i didnt go to the BAHAS which i regret.
"SAIDAHH !!!!!!! tkmo ckp ngn dier !"
u shud noe wad i meant.
bah, he was there.
blahblahblah.
heckcare ,i don care anymore.
okay,maybe a little..
i have let it go and accept it.
so no more hurt feelings (:
happy tau skrg! haha..

but still saidah,eeeeee *cekik dier*.
mira nabilah,phm eh phm eh?(:

oh where was i?
yeah.
streess ! biology test today and luckily it's not that hard=D
oh gosh,A MATHS ! my head hurt just thinkin about it.
Thankfully,cher sam permit me to leave her classs early. heehee..

p.s:more pichas later (:
nasyirah,out!

2008-06-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

THE NON PRIVATE BLOG by nasyirah(:

I’m back with a fixed computer and a new resolution in mind-to be HAPPY!.
Yeahyeah.

Holidays just passed. It’s ok. This June holiday is kinda a lil bit not so great. Haa.
However, there are some great times, such as:
-netball,
-chalet with frens,(bestgiler)
-class picnic (superb)
-inter-mad, (oklah, juned MENANG!)
-outings.
But mostly, im alone indoors and even outdoors.

& happy birthday to these June ladies:
-AIZZAH: 03.06
-ADAWIYAH: 16.06
-NAJIHAH: 14.06

well, currently chatting with adawiyah.

and kak adyla is sending some pics(:

♥nasyirah